So here is a quick and easy idea to wrap your head around that might help you not relapse sometime in the future:
The next time you are thinking about buying something because you are: stressed, angry, depressed, or whatever make sure you have enough money to buy your kid or kids a good 'hit' as well.
Why are you looking at the screen funny? Yes I said "make sure you buy your kids some dope too." Why are you shaking your head? What, you don't think that little Johnny isn't sad about a relative dying? You don't think little Johnny couldn't use some extra energy so he can go to school? So he can focus better on his test? So he can deal with the stress of school and life? So he can … deal with life the way you do?!
If it 'works' for you, why wouldn't it 'work' for them?
MAYBE if the concept of crushing a pill for your 10 year old son is ridiculous; MAYBE if the idea of mainlining some heroin in your 6 year old daughter is ludacris; MAYBE if letting your twins smoke crack is the dumbest fucking idea on the planet ~ MAYBE it's not such a bang up idea for YOU either?!
Let this next part burn in REALLY good ~
REMEMBER … even if you are not 'giving' it to them, you ARE TEACHING THEM how to deal with life in their future!
Who am I?
I have been called "Sirthinkalot" and "The mender of souls." I am passionate about helping people live fuller and happier lives!